If the Creator is so friendly to us,
why are we born with the torture of having questions
for which we have no answers?
Kabbalah, Jewish mysticism, contains the answers to those seemingly
unanswerable questions.
There are no secrets in Torah--the question is only
concerning which level you have reached.
The word Kabbalah means received transmission or received
tradition. It is one part of the Oral Torah which was not written
down explicitly after the Torah was given by G-d to the Jewish
Nation almost 3,500 years ago. It was written down in very difficult
codes, which compels a student to turn to someone to help him decipher
them. Thus, to learn Kabbalah we have to depend on a person-to-person
transmission.
The question remains even after the basic definition: What is
Kabbalah?

KABBALAH AND PHILOSOPHY
Maimonidies writes that Kabbalah is "the subject which
philosophers have pondered for generations." One description
of philosophy is to say that philosophy deals with questions which
are very clear, but the answers to these questions are not so clear. It's
not science. In science, you can have a question, then you make a
discovery, and you have an answer. But there are other questions
which we cannot answer precisely.
What is the human being? All we see of the human being is his
body. We see his limbs. The body is a garment, and the limbs are
tools that the human being utilizes. But what is the human being,
the person himself? The question is very clear. But for the answer
you can only speculate. This is the area of philosophy. It deals with
those questions for which we cannot find a clear answer.
There is no doubt that there is such a thing as moral law, but
what is it? Why should we follow it? What is the definition of good
and bad? These questions are as old as humanity itself. No clear
solution to moral problems has yet been found by the human mind.
Morality is still a subject of philosophy and is taught as such in the
universities. If even a relatively definite solution of the moral problem
would have been found, morality would have been transferred
from the philosophy department to the field of science.
We see that the Creator is good to us. He wants us to enjoy
ourselves. There is a special blessing which we recite when we go
out in the spring and see a plant blooming. It's a joy to see. We make
a blessing, and we thank G-d that He has created things just
for our pleasure. So why did He give us such an area that brings us
to sadness and torture? To have a question and not find an answer
is a torture.
Ecclessiastes (the book of Koheles) asks the same question. It is essentially
a manual of philosophy. King Solomon, the author, quotes many
philosophical theories. He discusses many issues. In the end he concludes
that no theory answers the questions. He writes, "After you have
heard everything and you see that nothing answers you, be in awe
of G-d, observe His commandments, and you will have your answers."
King Solomon is saying that there are answers given to us, even if we cannot
yet understand them, and that they are in the Torah.

INFORMATION AND GATES OF UNDERSTANDING
The answers to all the philosophical questions was given to Moses
by G-d to transmit to the Jewish people. This is what Kabbalah is:
the answers to all the unanswerable questions. The questions may
only be unanswerable to us on our level. The answers are not
"secrets," and they are not "mysteries." They simply exist on a
higher intellectual level, which we have to be intellectually prepared
to reach.
Maimonidies explains that Talmud is a mind-grinding tool. The
entire function of it is to grind, to sharpen, and to develop the mind
to be so refined that we will be able to understand the questions and
the answers. While we are learning, our intelligence is being shaped,
refined, and trained in handling abstractions. It is being led towards
the abstract parts of Torah. He writes in the Introduction to the
Talmud that the purpose of all learning of Torah is to prepare
the intelligence to be able to come close to "hasagas haBorei"
(understanding the Creator). Some things are hidden because we are
not prepared. They are too fine to be handled with the normal tools
of our unprepared intelligence.
It says in the Torah, "Let My lessons pour on you like rain, My
sayings like dew; like storms on grass and like drops of liquid." The
15th century Sforno likens this to the different ways in which people
learn new information. For those who are great, there is so much
information that it pours on them like rain. The average person also receives
information, but it is less in quantity, relative to his capacity, and it
is pleasant, like dew.
The great man may find information as he is learning that will
shock him, shake him. That is like storms on grass. The grass
represents the green cover of the earth. The great people see the
entire picture, as in one sweep of green grass covering the earth.
They are constantly making discoveries which they did not expect
and are constantly being shaken up by them.
When we learn Torah, we must know that Torah is a replica of
the universe, and its depth is endless. The Talmudic section, Ethics of the
Fathers speaks of this and says that "it is not up to you to finish the work."
Imagine, for example, a large park with a gate at the entrance. Once
you go through the gate, you can go as far as your feet can take you.
There is no end. But you go as far as you can.
This is what a "gate of understanding" is. It is an opening, and
each and every one can go in. One gate leads to another, and it is
endless. They are all different sections of Creation. The levels are
infinite, and each person grasps on his own level. All that G-d
wants from us is to go, to proceed as far as we can.

INTELLECTUAL LEVELS AND SECRETS OF TORAH
We have to understand what is meant by the expression
"secrets of Torah." It is not proven that we cannot have
answers to our questions. One thing is proven: The unaided human
mind cannot find an answer to many problems and questions of
philosophy. The great philosophers have tried for thousands of
years, and no one has come up with answers. They have come up
with theories, but not clear-cut, definite answers. Thus, by
experience, we have to conclude that the human mind cannot find
an answer to those questions. But it is not proven that the human
mind cannot grasp an answer if it is given. However, that answer
has to be given from without, from a higher source. The assumption
is that logically, once an answer is given, it can be grasped. If it
cannot be grasped, it would be a terribly illogical arrangement. It
would mean that I can be tortured with questions for which I
cannot get an answer. It would not be fair to be given questions
such as these. And we find that the Creator is fair.
We say that those answers were given together with the
revelation of Torah. However, not everyone is ready to grasp the
answer when it is given to him. Would you teach mathematics in
pre-kindergarten? You don't want to keep it a secret from the
children. But they are not ready for it.
Every person has two levels of intelligence. There are things he
can find out and solve on his own, and there are things which he
cannot find out on his own; but if someone comes and gives him the
answer, he will understand it. All the areas where a person can find
out things himself may be called level A. The level where he can
understand the answer, if given to him, may be called level B. Not
everybody has the same level of intelligence.
Reuven has a certain level where he can answer questions himself.
This is A. But the next level for him is B. Here he cannot answer, but
if you will explain it to him, he will grasp it.
Shimon is a little more intelligent. What is B to Reuven is A to
Shimon. But what is B to Shimon is entirely off limits to Reuven
--he will not understand it even if someone tries to explain it to
him. The highest person has an A which may be understandable to the
person just under him, if explained, but the highest person's B is off
limits to everyone else.
Therefore, when we say there are questions which the human
mind cannot answer, we are talking about questions which a very
few can understand when they are given the explanations.
There always remains something that is beyond B to everyone.
That may be the actual essence of the G-d Himself, which
Moses asked to have revealed to him, and which he was
told was impossible even for him. He was told by G-d,
"Nobody can see Me and live."
But the answers to all the other questions were given to Moses
and passed on to us. The higher levels are called the
"hidden" parts of Torah. But there is no mystery. They are just
something of a higher intellectual level that one has to be prepared
for by going through the ''brain-grinding" and refining process of
learning and observing Torah. They are understood in their fullest
and deepest meanings by only the highest level people. Each person
is obligated to proceed as far as he can go, even though "It is not up
to you to finish the work."

TRANSMISSION AND THE CONVEYER BELT
It is important to understand the mechanism with which we
explain things to each other. What we are doing at those times is
transferring ideas from mind to mind. A conveyer belt is needed to
accomplish this. That conveyer belt is language. If a person never
saw a table in his life, I might want to give him an idea of what a
table is. First, I myself have to understand that the table is a complex
of elements. Does the other person know elements? Does he know
shapes? Shape is also an element of a table. Does he know color? Can
he figure out how to put things together? Then I tell him, ''Listen,
this is of a hard material. The shape is like a rectangular board. But
I want the board to be at the level where it is easy for me to use, so
I take something and I support it. Then I raise it, and I have it at the
level where I can do something with it."
This is the process of translating ideas. You take apart the concept
that you have to explain and bring it down to its elements. You give
him the elements and you also tell him how to construct it. Therefore,
if I explain something to you, there are preconditions that you,
as a listener, must possess. You have to be familiar with all the
elements that I am discussing, and you have to be able to follow
instructions in order to construct something from what I tell you. If
my listener is missing one element, he will get a picture, but not a
true picture of the table. If he has all the elements but he cannot
follow instructions on how to construct it, then he will have the legs
of the table on top of it.
Therefore, every teacher must be very careful that the students
get the right ideas. Otherwise, the teacher may say something and
the student will understand something else. Every teacher has had
that experience.
G-d wants us to be knowledgeable people. Therefore, He
gave us the Torah, which is a replica of the universe. Along with
that, we were given the mitzvah of Talmud Torah--learning
Torah. We find that by learning Torah, we learn about the entire
universe.
G-d wants us to have that information, but He wants us to
have the real picture. Therefore, the Torah warns us not to teach
people who are not prepared for that teaching, because if they
are not prepared, they will learn something other than what you
tell them. Maimonidies makes a statement in his Laws of Torah
Study that ''if you have a student who is not ripe to understand you,
what you teach him is nonsense, because what you say makes sense,
but what he hears is nonsense.
There is a story about two Sages in the Talmud. Each was
particularly expert in a different part of Kabbalah--one was a
master of maaseh merkavah (the wisdom of the holy Chariot) and
the other was a master of maaseh Bereishis (the Creation wisdom).
They said, "Let us teach each other. You teach me your wisdom and
I'll teach you mine."
The first one taught the other one maaseh Bereishis. Then he
said, ''Now it's your turn to teach me."
The other answered him by saying, "I cannot teach you. While
you were teaching me, I saw your level, and you are not ready for
it."
This means that what I can understand, I understand. What I
cannot understand, I am better off not touching, because I will only
misunderstand it. Misunderstanding is not just a zero. It is a minus.
When a teacher is teaching, he should always be checking to see
if the student is on the level of the teaching. This limits
misunderstanding of the things that the Torah wants us to know.
There is no end to the depth of any created thing. It is only a
question of how far you can go. If you take a match apart and you
consider all the laws of physics in it, you can make a lifetime study
out of one match. Similarly, Torah has no end. But if you are not
ready for it, you can burn yourself.
Kabbalah gives you what is beyond the normal limits in the
search for truth. But man does not always search for truth. He often
looks for convenience. Some people think that Kabbalah is some
kind of a ''power" which they can call upon and use. This is often
how people look at Jewish mysticism. Their entire concept of
mysticism centers around the performance of miracles. They think
Kabbalah contains blessings or gimmicks. That kind of mysticism is
close to paganism.
Certain academics--known as "experts" on Kabbalah--talk
about Kabbalah, but they do not know what they are talking about.
They have their own imagination of something, and they are
teaching it as 'truth."
Often they think of Jewish Kabbalists as people who found "the
key"--a good thing--and these Kabbalists keep it for themselves,
not giving it to anyone else.
There are some things that are forbidden to be taught to three
students at a time. But the "experts" misunderstand the reason for it.
The reason is as follows: If one of the students misses a word, he
may ask another one, "What did the rabbi say?" In the meantime,
while those two are conversing, the rabbi is continuing with his
teaching because there is a third person to listen. Then the first two
will miss something. However, if just two people are being taught,
it is impossible that the rabbi will continue teaching. If they are
talking with each other, he will stop.
It is forbidden to learn maaseh Bereishis even with two students.
If one teaches two students, he adjusts the teaching to an average
between the two. Therefore, neither one can get the maximum. And
maaseh Bereishis needs so much precision that you cannot trust
your explanation unless it is directed to just one student.
Maaseh merkavah is so deep that it is not trusted to be handed
over to even one person. It is forbidden to teach it to even a single
person, unless he is a chacham (wise) and understands himself; then
the rabbi may guide him to discover more for himself. Chacham
refers to one who knows the whole Torah, in quantity. This means
that he has learned and understands the entire Mishnah component
of the Talmud, which is a compressed miniature of the whole Torah.
This is quantity, but not depth, because in depth there is no end.

THE HIDDEN ART OF TORAH
We live in a period of great scientific discovery.
Many people are finding out about the wonders of
Creation. But instead of coming to be in awe of the
Creator, they go in the opposite direction. Therefore, to
learn the marvels of Creation, it is safer for us to learn
it through a page of Talmud. There we also see
the wondrous beauty of the Creation--in a depth
without end.
There is a concept of mechuseh, something which is covered up
and nistar, something which is completely hidden. If I put an object
in my coat, with the bulge visible, that's called mechuseh. You do
not see what I carry, but you see that I carry something. The Books
of the Prophets are in the category of mechuseh. Sometimes there
are very difficult sections there that absolutely require investigation
and interpretation in order to be understood on any level. One
knows there is something being said other than the simple, surface
meaning. That's not nistar--hidden.
In the Torah, the five books of Moses, which is in the category of
nistar, the art is so great that you don't even notice that there is
something under the surface. The twelfth century Rashi,
in his commentary on the Torah, points out for us the places
where we need to investigate further. He has put together in
the Torah all the elements which he felt a Jewish person needs. But
there are difficult parts in Rashi also, which bear further investigation:
... In the beginning of Genesis it says, "Let there be a
firmament in the middle of the waters." Rashi says that the
firmament is exactly in the center between the lower waters and the
upper waters. The twelfth century Nachmonidies writes that what
Rashi is saying here is one of the most hidden statements of the Torah;
he says, "Do not expect me to explain it, because even those who know
should not explain it; and even more so, myself."
Now why did Rashi write this if it is so deep that it cannot be
understood?
Let us give an analogy to explain this. Torah is compared to bread.
The Midrash says that Moses did not eat bread or drink
water for forty days. The Midrash then asks, ''What did he live on?"
And the answer is, "On Torah. From the light of the Shechinah,
(the Divine Presence)," and then it says that the angels also exist on
the light of the Divine Presence.
Moses, during the time he was being given Torah,
received his sustenance from Torah, which is the bread of the
soul and the food of the personality.
When you eat bread, the first thing you do is chew it. When you
chew it, you enjoy it. We say that G-d is tov u'meitiv--He is
good and He gives goodness. This means: He is good--He gives us
food; and He gives goodness--He enables us to enjoy it. But this
enjoyment is not the function of the bread. The function is
nourishment, and it is not nourishing until it is swallowed.
It is the same with Torah. When I am learning, that which I
understand is like the taste which brings me a feeling of great
satisfaction and enjoyment. But there is more: When the bread--the
Torah--goes into the system, it nourishes; it goes in with an entire
depth, the entire power and strength of Torah, much more than I
consciously know, just like food which is digested automatically and
nourishes the body even though I am unaware of it.
There are times when a person needs a food, but it is too hard to
chew. So it is put in a pill, like vitamins. It is swallowed, and then one
has the needed element without having to taste or chew it.
When Rashi put together all the elements we need in learning
Torah, there were parts which he knew we could not understand.
When Nachmonidies talks about that part in Genesis which we
cannot understand, he is saying, "It's a vitamin pill. Swallow it. You
need it, and you'll get what you need. But don't try to understand it
--you'll break your teeth!"
Whether we realize it or not, Torah is full of tremendous force and
brings great inspiration.

ON THE ENERGY OF TORAH
A simple battery is full of energy. An atomic bomb looks very
innocent. But with one press on an innocent-looking button
we can release enormous energy. Likewise, the whole of Creation
looks very innocent.
One of the greatest miracles of Creation is not the energy, but the
locking in of that energy. Kabbalah refers to the locking in of energy
as tzimtzum, and shows that this is gevurah (power, strength). The
tzimtzum of Creation is the greatest power that exists.
The world was created in such a manner that the raw energy was
locked in and chained down to us on our level, in order for us to be
able to approach it.
The Torah is also a creation by the same Creator. Torah is also full
of tremendous force--dynamite. Rashi says in the beginning of the
Book of Genesis, that the original light of Creation was much more
powerful than the light we have for our use, the light of the sun. The
Creator said, continues Rashi, that the original light was too good to
give into the hands of the wicked, so He hid it away and reserved it
for the righteous in the World-to-Come. It was hidden in the Torah.
When we learn Torah--when we swallow it--we don't realize
the fullness of its inspiration and its power. It is full of tremendous
power and energy.